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 25.5 Years in Psychiatry: My Journey Through Emotional Turmoil and Mental Breakdowns For over two decades—25 and a half years to be exact—psychiatry has been the backdrop of my life. Not a chapter, but the entire book. And while some might imagine sterile clinics and quiet therapy rooms, my reality has been far more chaotic, painful, and complex. 🚗 The Accident That Changed Everything It all began when I was just 10 years old. I was in a car accident that left me in a coma for 4 days, followed by 7 days in a subcoma. That moment split my life in two—before and after. I didn’t know it then, but the traumatic brain injury (TBI) I suffered would shape the rest of my life. At the time, there was no proper treatment available for children with TBI. Youthcare didn’t know what to do with me. So instead of rehabilitation, I was placed in four different juvenile institutions. Not because I was a criminal, but because there was nowhere else to go. 📍 The Beginning of Psychiatry From there,...
 Historisch overzicht* dd. 29 juli 2025 voor betrokkene : Romy Marylou Amber Joosten, geboren 15 augustus 1989 Machtiging Startdatum Einddatum Beëindigd op Instantie Status Beslissing Gemeente Zorgmachtiging aansluitend op zorgmachtiging 22 augustus 2024 22 augustus 2025 Rechtbank: Gelderland Toegewezen Toegewezen Zorgmachtiging (wijziging) 17 januari 2024 7 september 2024 Rechtbank: Gelderland Toegewezen Toegewezen Zorgmachtiging aansluitend op zorgmachtiging 7 december 2023 7 september 2024 Rechtbank: Gelderland Toegewezen Toegewezen Zorgmachtiging aansluitend op zorgmachtiging 27 december 2022 27 december 2023 — Rechtbank: Gelderland Toegewezen Toegewezen Zorgmachtiging aansluitend op 6 juli 2022 6 januari 2023 Rechtbank: Gelderland Toegewezen Toegewezen OPENBAAR MINISTERIE zorgmachtiging Zorgmachtiging aansluitend op zorgmachtiging 24 januari 2022 24 juli 2022 Rechtbank: Gelderland Toegewezen Toegewezen Zorgmachtiging aansluitend op zorgmachtiging 1 februari 2021 1 februari 202...
  Title: Little Did You Know Verse 1: Little did you know I’ve been drowning in my silence Smiling in the daylight, nights are violent Little bits of pain I stitched into poems Tears I never showed you, scars I never owned They say time heals, but time froze on me A little more numb with each memory I still write you letters I don’t send Still call your name like it never had to end Chorus: Little did you know I was breaking while I stayed strong Little did you know I’ve been right and I’ve been dead wrong Holding on to shadows, chasing after light Praying for a little more peace tonight Little do they see, what I hold inside A war in my chest that I barely survive But I still rise with a heart full of fight Little did you know I lived through that night Verse 2: Little room in my soul for the hate now But I still feel every blade when I lay down Little truths buried in the lies they told Cold eyes never see the love I hold They only saw rage, never saw the ...
  "Superwoman" [Verse 1] She wakes before the sun Lifts the weight no one sees Puts on a brave face For a world that lets her bleed Coffee cold on the table Dreams shelved on the shelf She’s been saving everyone But forgot to save herself [Verse 2] She laughs when she’s breaking Wipes her tears with her hands They call her “so strong” But they’ll never understand All the nights spent shaking From the things she won’t say And all the times she vanished Just to help someone stay [Pre-Chorus] They think she’s made of steel But she's cracking at the seams No one ever asked her About her shattered dreams [Chorus] She’s a superwoman In a war with no name Carries silence like a weapon Takes the hurt, takes the blame She’s a fire in the cold But she's burning all alone She’s a superwoman And she just wants to come home [Verse 3] There’s medals on her scars Unseen but still earned A lifetime of battles Where no one’s returned She prays...
  Title: “Little Ghost” Verse 1 You float like dust in a sunlit room, Afraid to breathe, afraid to bloom. You wear your silence like a dress, Tattered soft, but nothing less. You’re here, but somewhere far away, A shadow caught in yesterday. I reach for you, but you're not there— Just the echo of a stare. Chorus Little ghost, where do you go When the lights are soft and the voices low? I see your sorrow in the seams, Stitched between forgotten dreams. You don’t have to fade to be free— Come back to the world, come back to me. Verse 2 You move like time that won’t unfold, A story trapped in pages old. You smile like it’s someone else’s face, Always moving, out of place. You sing in notes too faint to hear, A lullaby for disappeared. But even silence has a sound— And even lost can still be found. Chorus Little ghost, where do you go When the lights are soft and the voices low? I see your sorrow in the seams, Stitched between forgotten dreams. You don’t...
  Title: “Porcelain Girl” Verse 1 You sit by the window, eyes far away, Counting the lines where the sky starts to fray. Your hands are trembling, still holding tight To pieces of dreams that broke in the night. You smile like someone told you to, But the light behind it never comes through. You speak in whispers, barely a sound— Afraid the truth might pull you down. Chorus Oh, porcelain girl, don’t hide your cracks, You’re beautiful even when the color fades back. You were never meant to be so small— You don’t have to fly, just learn not to fall. And even if the world forgets your name, You are still whole in your own way. Verse 2 You move through the day like you’re chasing a ghost, Trying to feel something real the most. But nothing quite touches the ache in your chest— So you lay down your love and call it rest. You dream of places you’ve never seen, Where no one asks you who you’ve been. And I wish I could build a bridge to you, But I don’t know what ...
  Title: "Featherlight" Verse 1 You walk like the world is breaking Under every step you take. Eyes so wide, but always distant, Like you’re dreaming while awake. You hum a tune no one remembers, Soft and low beneath your breath— Like a secret you keep folded In the corners of your chest. Chorus Featherlight, you drift away, Never sure if you should stay. You don’t cry, you just disappear, Leaving echoes in the air. You’re not weak, you’re just unheard— A quiet flame, a silenced bird. Verse 2 You never ask the world for comfort, You just vanish in your mind. Looking for a softer silence Than the one you left behind. You wear your sadness like a ribbon, Tied too tight around your name. But even when you come undone, You’re still worthy all the same. Chorus Featherlight, you drift away, Never sure if you should stay. You don’t cry, you just disappear, Leaving echoes in the air. You’re not weak, you’re just unheard— A quiet flame, a silenced bird...